Ever since I left believing in religion, I had been defending the west and it's ways in every circle I had been part of. Many times, I used to be a victim of laughters and accusations. In the moments of dispair I used to tell myself that I don't belong here and one day I'll live my life happily and freely where i truely belong. Now that i have lived a few months in a 'free country', I find myself in new problems. I never thought life in Finland shall be so lonely and it would be so difficult to make friends and never ever imagined that people calling themselves your friend one day shall not even care to reply to any of your hails the next day and the last but the most painful that people will be scared of you.
I think I better surrender all hopes of making humans better. The only thing that can get better is the overall knowledge and skills of an average human. An average humans shall always remain an average human, his mind shall always remain traped in whatever his society teaches him and he shall not question the status-quo unless he is desperate.
Oh well! Somebody please invent the warp-drive, perhaps i'll have better luck with vulcans, andorians or klingons.