A friend of mine got me into Meshuggah. Amazing. Seems like when I bring them up, either people love them or hate them. Back when I was (trying) to make a living playing I would have killed to hook up with some musicians like that.
Kind of depressing, really. Went to school initially for music, and I used to play all of the time. I would stay up all night, practicing scales, chords, sitting in with any groups that would let me. Just got fed up.
When I got out of school, I found that musicians and people involved with music are too damn flaky. Maybe I am too aggressive, but I like to get paid and I like to eat. From cancelled sessions, people not showing up at gigs, bands that are more concerned with being high than actually getting out there and playing music... I did okay, but I was unhappy. My primary focus was jazz, and NO ONE makes money playing jazz guitar.
Anyways, there is a bit of regret there. I don't play very much anymore, and I know that it is not the life for me. I have friends that are playing and are doing pretty well - well, if you consider having to play studio sessions for artists you don't respect. I was asked recently if I wanted to get back into playing with this guy who used to be semi-famous back in the 70s. I am probably going to cut a few tracks with him.
The moral is that if you really, really want to play music, don't listen to me. I have had a bad day and I am bitchy. If you are any good, there is always plenty of work out there. My heart just wasn't in it and I like programming way too much.