My head feals like exploding every moment. Know that feeling when you have billions of ideas and concrete code flying in front of your eyes and no time at all to even test some? I really could walk walls.
An unpleasant job keeps my enough hours a day busy that I'm tired enough not to transform any of it.
And for the tip of the iceberg, there's also a person in my life which needs proper attention too (read: girlfriend). I think if I'ld to decide this time, developing or girlfriend, I'll go for her (in sense of time spending).