19 Jan 2007 masood   » (Journeyer)

Mavi (Happy Birthday)

Today is mavi's birthday and I can't even wish her, :( my bad. She is the topic of my blog today. Although she deserve more then just a few sentences in my blog but for me Blog is more reliable then my memory. At least, with the help of this blog, I can guaranty I'll remember her always, otherwise "Banday ka koie pata lagta hai".

We started our friendship in Oct 2006, during Ramadan and ended in Jan 2007. During this short period of time, the only/important thing which I learned from her was the importance of a Friend. And no doubt she was the lady of her words. It was me who thought beyond the boundary of friendship :) and I paid the price in the shape of losing her forever. And Again the decision was mine which she accepted as, for her, it was acceptable as compare to thinking beyond friendship.

It's all started when she gave me some importance and showed care for me. Yes! this is the care which I referring in my previous blogs. Well she was only doing for friendship or in other words, she only had the label of friendship in her mind and I took it completely wrong. And it took a while(1){} to make me realize that "SP your are moving towards wrong direction". I still remember each word we spoke on phone in our last conversation and believe me, In the middle of conversation I felt I'm forcing her make a relation. Although she refused clearly in her words, "My parents will not agree so drop this topic". I heard this typical sentence three time during our friendship period. That was the point which make me dig more to find out what she want but as she used to say "Trust is the only thing which matters more in friendship" and I guess I should have believed her words in first place instead of giving her hard time while digging more and interfering in her personal matters etc...

Anyway, her thought about more often than she probably can guess, and thoughts of her just naturally bring smiles of happiness. Now, that today's her birthday, may each and every warm thought, bring a wish for all the best in life, and all her favorite things. Ameen

As her chapter is now closed forever, the only thing which I regret is that she must have said once thats she likes me and I would have done every thing for her.

Good Bye Mavi you spent some memorable time with me and I'll always remember you as a good friend.

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