It's been a slow day today. I'm extremely thankful for that. These past two weeks have basically been one kick in the crotch after another.

I've spent most of today doing piddly little administrative type junk. And while I usually hate that sort of thing it was okay today. It was sort of calming and that is good. I'm finally starting to almost feel okay again. I still waiver between lots of anger for a couple of people, then I sway back into understanding, then I fall into feeling lost, then back to a level ship. I think maybe I need to self-medicate or seek some sort of help.

At any rate, I went out for a short while with Stan, Ed, and Josh. It was a good time, but I was really tired, so I went home fairly early. I need to do things like that more often. It's so easy to go home and just mope around and be a recliner potato.