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3 years since my last entry (6 since my first - though it feels like way, way longer). And wonder of wonders everything is still here, everything works, nothing deleted. How many gig is the database now? Must be huge! If only the rest of the world was as reliable.

Thank you Steven!

Sitting here watching the killing and feeling depressed... seems like the longer the world goes on the more power bastards everywhere get. Immediate imprisonment for all people who design and make weapons, that might be better. Daisycutters? Life. Cluster bombs? Life. Anthrax? Life. I couldn't get into all this 'evil' rhetoric flying around before; but I'm starting to see it now.

Went down to Parliament Square from work: the governments tolerance for opposition is definitely wearing thin - rank on rank of police, clearly ready to close things off and force people to spend the night there as their punishment if they get too noisy. Left; didn't see the point of staying in an obvious trap. Nice to see Archaeologists Against the War there, though.

Software? What was that?

What is this obsession with ranking people? I understood the original user ranking to be part of the trust metric system; a way of stopping the site being wrecked by trolls and first posters... Well, advogato hasn't been wrecked, but that's maybe because people haven't been bothered to try - the few people who've tried to play games with the system don't seem to have had any particular problems doing so. But that's another question. User rankings (the whole observer/apprentice/etc classification) just as a way of giving information on who people are have never seemed quite right - the number of people happy with their own rankings seems pretty small. I'd guess that's still mainly due to ambiguity in the original definitions, nothing to do with how the trust metric itself works.

But now we have diary rankings? If I understand it right, this has no connection with the trust metric itself - it's purely a popularity poll. So what's that going to push people towards? Increasing blandness? Copying the most popular styles? And it's too personal - rating someone's contributions to free software is semi-objective, so is rating their programming skills. But rating their diaries is like rating them as people - why make people whose diary entries are boring feel bad? It's their life...

I guess I'll go back to lurking for another couple of years ;-)

Work

Left teaching and now working in a web-based startup (ok, yawn) - codix.net - as far as I know, one of the few free software companies in the UK (free software in the sense that almost everything we do is either Linux/BSD based, and that we're gradually releasing all our main in-house tools under gpl). Definitely a good move; such a relief not to be dreading work in the mornings...

Software

Thought I should somehow justify my apprentice status; released a little bunch of perl scripts first (cos someone asked for them), now working on some retro PAL design software for gEDA. Releasing stuff makes you incredibly aware of how terrible your code can be...
Hoping to go to the annual Chaos Computer Conference, to talk about Open Collector and related things, but somehow have to find transport from Oporto (where my in-laws live) to Berlin and back just after Christmas... Anybody else going from Oporto?

Personal

My kids now both left home... Absolutely wierd. Seems parents depend on their kids more than the other way round..

Work (the old one) is collapsing around me. After steady leakage of experienced people from the central computing staff over the last year, we're now down to one (1) unix person and a bunch of novell/nt people drafted in to help him out. So far this week 1 day's emails have gone missing completely, there's been 'a small explosion' (WHAT!!??) in the main server room, half the disks in the uni are no longer being mounted, and the system has been disconnected from the outside world for several hours every night. Seems like saving on staff costs may have some minor disadvantages... On the other hand it's probably going to convince management that Unix is completely unreliable and that they should accelerate the movement to NT. Boy am I glad I'm going.

Certificated jpb on grounds of general solidarity and wishing luck (and being unable to publicise gMems otherwise due to problems quoted above). Am I right to think you can't effectively certificate above your own ranking?

Varia:
Sometime ago I started learning Russian; installed Cyrillic fonts etc. Worked fine for a year (but messed up any accented characters on Portuguese web pages (my wife's portuguese)). Now I go to the Debian pages and find their webserver thinks my default language is Russian; amusing, but not always convenient (no, I haven't set Russian to 1st preference in the browser). Then I tried compiling the GTK tutorial file selector, and found it displays a broken mix of cyrillic and Latin chars. Somethings changing - in what direction? I can't find a good how-to on localization for multiple languages: if I get a Russian email, I want to see Cyrillic chars; if I go to a Portuguese or French web site I want to see the right accents on letters, etc. Lot's of how-tos on localization for ONE language around (mostly dated). Is there a group working on localization in general? Something that explains the 'grand plan' would be good. Or maybe there isn't one?

Started reading SICP. It's brilliant, I think it's the best programming book I ever read. Why did I try starting Scheme with the Little Schemer? You need to be brilliant to pick out all the implications in that. Only problem is I think its going to take a year or so to get through SICP. MIT use this with first year undergraduates!? I'm in total awe..

Still trying to sort out Savant. libstdc++2.10 has been removed from the Debian ftp site (they say they're sorting it)... I still seem to have g++ issues. Reminder to self: avoid anything dependant on unstable c++ libraries...

FInally gave my notice in. Strange feeling after so long (11years); almost like leaving home again.

mdillon: O vir doctissime, scripta Pictorum verticaliter incisa sunt, propter naturam literarum (Ogham).

Satan: you must be the advocate's devil. Seems rather backwards and demeaning for a being of your stature. What's with all this miserable plagues, pus, patents stuff? Snap out of it and give us some of those tunes you're famous for.

In between trying to get a horrible tangle of Perl/PHP3 into shape to move to a site where I can't just su to sort out problems, thought I'd have a break and do a VHDL CiphreSabre. Savant (the free VHDL compiler) then proceeds to fall over because I've upgraded my g++ libraries since installing it. Back to installing/deinstalling c++ libraries. grr. Don't you just hate it when you do something trivial... which then leads to endless sorting out of something unrelated you HAVE NO INTEREST IN AT ALL.

On the absolutely remote chance that

  • Anyone reads this...
  • and has been in a similar situation ..
  • and can be bothered to reply
a request for advice, reassurance, or anything...
I've never been a professional programmer (see earlier diary entry if you really must). I've been teaching in a small uni for 11 years now - I've got very good at 100 line programs, and not a lot else. I'm very pissed off - 11 years is too long, don't like the current trends in education etc etc. Thinking of leaving and finding work programming (almost inevitably webby stuff, perl, Java etc, at which I am a total amateur). But I have a lot to learn. At 45 is this a crazy move? Am I going to find work for 6 months, and then find the bubble bursts and we're back to 'sorry, no-one over 30'? I don't have the knowledge or confidence to try going straight into contracting, or the capital to start my own company - I need to work for someone else. No problem for me, but maybe a problem for employers - I am going to need to be paid more than the 17 year old who can do just as good a job as me in some ways (probably better in some), though definitely not all..

Any opinions? btw, I'm in the UK, not the US

What happened with mdillon? Gone, not gone..? Carrying on from yesterday: a history of being

incredibly slow on the uptake

Like, more than 20 years to get the point...
Started in computing in the mid 70s as an operator for Burrough's Machines (never seen a computer before). The first programs I see are Star Trek and a bit later Colossal Cave. Don't understand why they don't cost any money; but hey, the entire program is there. Doh. Learn my first programming (Algol68) by making selected stars vanish but keep their gravity ('black holes", yeah!) and similar tinkering. Rewrite some of the company's accounting software so it no longer runs over a weekend on an antique B500 but in a couple of hours on the amazing dual B6700. Everything works, lots more time in the pub.. Get put through disciplinary procedures. Now, if you told me a novice programmer rewrote the entire end of month accountancy procedure for the uk for a company and didn't get the output checked by an accountant, I'd understand. Then, I was pissed off. No more of this programming stuff for me; lets work on the hardware instead.

Bought a ZX80, rebuilt the keyboard, the memory, the graphics system. Left Burroughs and went off to work on hardware... I thought. City & Guilds in electronics should be enough, shouldn't it? Doh again. Worked as a wireman for a couple of years, then back into computers repairing BBC micros. Lots of pirate software, no free software. Assembly language test routines coming out of my ears, built my own ICE system and pushed up the overtime money (piece rates, you see). Managers find out, make me sign a piece of paper accepting 400 pounds for the design and promising never to design anything there again. That one I still don't understand. Someone told me the entire company was meant to be a tax-writeoff and intended to lose money. Maybe. Whatever, definitely need more qualifications to get out of this trap.

Work as a lab technician in assorted polys/unis. In between helping students, lots of little board designs, homebrew PAL programmers etc. - and day release. Finish the course and get a job teaching. Assembly language, helping out on programming courses. Meet Unix. Oh, you don't use Sun's C compiler? This gcc thing is better? And free? How bizarre. Doh. Can't run Unix on PCs though, better to concentrate on DOS, then Windows, instead. You're using Minix on your PC? How bizarre, why not use a proper system like Windows? Doh. The internet - great, what a nice atmosphere, everyone's so helpful, loads of people sharing software I can develop and use for classes. It's just there, no need to feed my own changes back (they're not good enough anyway). Doh.

Linux mania starts. The penny drops. After 20 years you may now officially certify me as a dimwit (but you can't because it's been abolished!... Chuckles manicly). Rest of this story may or may not continue another day.

Don't really like the idea of writing a diary; do like somewhere to put down random thoughts. As predicted, the sheer number of entries seems to making the diary system unusable. Hope raph's following up on all the suggestions about diary cross-linking (if its possible to come up with a coherent system from the rather random proposals...)

Thoughts for today: the free software 'community', its self-image, outsiderness (or how can anyone be so slow?).
Free software is something with absolutely no historical precendent. People make parallels with pre-industrial gift cultures, but really the comparison falls to pieces as soon as you look at the details (say, the Kwakiutl). Superabundance of salmon and bits really isn't the same thing. And people seem to feel that: I've never seen anyone propose names for developers based on these societies (who would want to be called 'chief' ;-). Instead, there seem to be 3 instinctive identifications: Tolkienesque and fey: wizards, dwarves, even trolls (everyone forgets its from fishing, the attraction of this theme is so strong!); mediaeval: apprentices, journey[.*], masters; or technological: technocrats.
I don't feel happy with any of them. Technocrats is maybe the worst: the illusion that because you know how to do something, you have the right to rule others. It brings up images either of the 60's and white-coated 'scientists', or worse, Russia in the 20's and engineers believing that only their work involves skill, so that perfection for non-engineers can only come through glorying in the routine; the world of Zamyatin's 'We', futurism, the man-machine, fascism from the left.
The mediaeval theme seems cosier; its based on skill levels, so it doesn't seem exclusionary, people progress through stages. It still relates to remnants of skill in the non-digital world, to other crafts that have been kept alive. But it does exclude: the whole point of the original guild system was to exclude people who hadn't passed through it, to say 'you can only get the skills if you pass through this certified process'. It was rigid, and ended by blocking innovation, so that the towns where the industrial revolution began were the ones outside the old guild system. Personally I have a gut reaction against it from associations with portuguese fascism: the imagined nostalgia of bringing back a time when there was harmony between master and apprentice, when guilds existed but not unions, imposed by the brutest of force.
That's not to say that Advogato is somehow proto-fascist, but the terms are still exclusionary. Who is being excluded this time? Mainly, all the people who are having the skills sucked from their jobs by computerization itself. Working a check-out till looks like a pretty demoralizing job, but at least you can keep your brain going by being fast at mental arithmetic. Then the till gets computerized and replaced by one with images for each product. Someone maybe got into writing the code for that till; but its one more step in removing the slightest pleasure from work for the person on the recieving end. And its one example from millions, an example I only chose because I just saw it happen to someone. Computer sales people love to go along with the image of a world divided into the technical elite, and the 'moms and pops', people who supposedly could never handle or enjoy any complexity or skill in their work, when any part of that that is true is only true because the skill has been quite deliberately taken away from them. How do those people gain entry to the guild? Partly, its a real problem, not just a problem of names; but the names and the ideas that go with them don't help.

So what about the Tolkien terms? People either like fantasy or they don't. Some have extreme allergic reactions to anything that sounds fey, or whimsical. The one big merit for those terms is they don't try to resurrect the past, they never belonged to the real world. But they also encourage a vision of hierarchy (with wizards and deities at the peak) that doesn't need to be there. Free software is something new, it needs terms and organization that are new too; so why not choose terms that don't reinforce hierarchies? I'm sure Miguel, or Rasmus, or esr (if its really him) don't need to be told that they're 'masters' in some sense, let alone deities, and nor do the rest of us. For the particular areas we work in, we already know who the masters are. And for all the lip-service paid to non-programmers involved in free software, calling those people alone the masters reinforces the idea that non-programmers can never be masters, that those with other skills really are, in the end, excluded. Instead, why not call people by their roles? Someone who has written a good manual or book can be a master; but they are also a writer. Someone who organizes a Linux conference of a 1000 people may have master level skill as an organizer, but their title should be organizer, not master. Someone who creates a Unix-like operating system from scratch is a programmer; the world will know if he (in this case ;-) is a master.

OK, a concrete proposal for titles: organizer, writer, programmer, co-ordinator, teacher, designer... The list is indefinitely expandable (the category 'programmer' in particular is likely to fission and multiply). People in this community may in the end value programmers more highly, but that is their choice, not imposed by the terms used. It can still be used to filter out people not involved; to be a writer you should be able to point people to what you have written. It will not filter out trolls, any more than the current system does. It does have one big inconvenience: there is no-one in the world who knows who all the 'masters' in all these fields are, so the initial seed verifiers will have problems; but then the seed system doesn't seem to be perfect even within the world of coding alone as various other diaries have pointed out.

Ran out of time for the more personal part of this... another day.

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