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A friend of mine is researching grad schools for next year, and last week some friends and I visited UNC - Chapel Hill and NC State with her. I had a near-epiphany experience at the NC State library. I randomly went to explore the book stacks -- nine floors' worth! I never got off the second floor, though; I was astounded to find row after row after row of government documents. Transcripts of subcommittee meetings from the 1980's on defense appropriations; transcripts of subcommittee meetings on military honor traditions at military schools; federal budgets from the 1950's; the official reports of the investigations into Kennedy and MLKJ assassinations (each taking up several feet of shelf space!); shelves full of NASA technical documents and memoranda; reports on Russian activities; etc.

I've never been in such a big library before. I'm sure that many others rank even more impressive, but I was literally in a state of shock after seeing all this. I had no idea that so much information even existed: what I saw was merely [a small subset of] information on the US government. If books could think, that library would have been the intellectual superior of any human being who has ever lived. It was a very humbling experience; I felt for a moment able to grasp the immensity of all the things I will never know.

I was both apalled and intrigued by the amount of governmental information -- down to detailed, word-for-word transcripts on subcommittee meetings -- that is recorded. Appalled at the fact that it takes so much effort to run this country (not to mention all that goes on in the various offices and beauraucratic agencies of the executive branch, or all of the judicial decisions handed out each day). Intrigued by the immensity of the US government. It is truly so huge that no one person could ever manage to hold it in their mind at once and consider it as one entity. As a result, it is incredibly resilient and self-sustaining; no one person can have much of an effect. (Aside: this is what discourages me about political corruption; there is not much that it seems can be done about it, since the system is designed to keep the system running as-is.) I think this immensity is the root of my fascination with politics -- I want to understand it and hold it in my mind all at once, yet I never can. But the challenge of reaching for that gives me pleasure.

Somehow this experience will change my life or outlook on life; I'm still trying to ponder that out.

Like many other Advogatians, I work for a business. Like most (I presume), if I could have my druthers, I'd rather spend my work-time reading lots of good books and magazines; thinking about weighty philosophical issues; advocating open-source; writing open-source software; and toying with my own handful of Perl- and PHP-scripted websites that implement whatever nifty little idea or service I'm currently crazy about.

So I bide my time, waiting for that dream job to come along where I can spend all my time doing that, and meanwhile squeeze a little bit of interesting computer-science-ish stuff into my free time, while trying to focus mostly on my family life.

Lately, however, I've been distracted -- and frankly, a little depressed -- by my growing perception of what this world is becoming, especially as relates to technology and the internet, and especially concerning intellectual property and freedom of speech.

For me, the glass is usually more full than empty, but I've had a hard time remaining optimistic lately about the future of our society in light of recent events and problems such as the DMCA, the DeCSS ruling, the Napster et al hullaballo, recent tendencies in US patent policy, possible future tendencies in foreign patent policy, rampant political corruption (note that this is coming from a citizen of the US; I certainly do not attempt to speak for all US citizens, let a lone those from other countries; others' outlook on the political scene may vastly differ), and the list goes on.

It seems as though the individual has no voice and no choice but to be swept along by increasingly concentrated and powerful corporate and political forces. Comments to the effect of business completely throttling the Internet are no longer able to be laughed off.

Wherever there is money (the Internet), big business and law will not be far behind. Internet regulation is inevitable in my opinion. Yes, technology has so far been able to stay a few steps ahead of business and law, but I don't think that business and the legal profession will quietly sit on their hands and let this happen to them. Inevitably the Internet will be regulated by law and controlled by big business. (Aside: I am not of the opinion that business is wrong, merely corporatism; in addition, law is not inherently bad, simply its misuse. For example, if you create a web business in the US, you will likely fill out the normal small-business forms -- that's not a terrible thing. It is when law stifles creativity and innovation, as is happening all around us, that I take issue.)

All is not gloom and doom; we're not about to go Orwellian or anything terrible like that. Yet, I have become disillusioned with the direction things are moving; the general trend I see when I look around is a downward one. I'd much rather deal with it now than deal with the ramifications later. I have reached the point where I feel helpless to do anything (except complain) about what is going on. Granted, I could probably write to my political representatives as a start, but I hardly know where to start, and especially how to avoid sounding like a crackpot.

What I wonder, is this: what constructive things can we do to combat this downward spiral?

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