I've been lazy and lost for a couple of years.
Blocked Ph.D. research and loss of enthusiasm for
company work may be the main reason.
To overcome personal crisis of life, I need to keep
a faith on basic things.
One, make a sound body. Fat body and weak strength
make dull soul. Physical condition and emotional things
must be goint together, I think.
Two, make effort to learning languages - Programming
language and Linguistic language. Though they seems to
be different to each other, I conclude that they are
similar in nature. Language is the means to express
one's abstract intention in forms of concrete being.
Mastering language is not far from only knowing its
syntaxes and vocabularies. Of course they are important
also. But foremost thing in mastering a language should
be acquiring the ability to writing(speaking) one's
thought. I know English, C, LISP in some degrees. But
is it sufficent? Never satisified with superficial
knowledge. Speak in English, Write in English, Write
real code that works in C and LISP. These things surely
take time. But I hope that time taken will pay me off
Third, think always. Think always logically. Think always
logically with patience on every topic. My area - engineering - requires creativeness, which requires
And as the last, I must graduate from school.