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Oh God! Yes, after some problems in my personal life ( sickness, sadness, boringness, you know ), I found a little time to rest from the world. Since that, I'm trying to rest this day, so I'll be able to clean myself of bad ideas and "so on".

Lastnight, I was talinkg with a guy called Jesus, who is a student from the udla, and I asked him for the contact of a precious girl. Presto! he talked to a friend of him, who gave me the important information.

And, talking about more interesting things, I think that the next ACM regional chapter will be the f*cking hell, because the last year campions, "Novatos", will join again! I mean, they all are going to finish them careers this fucking semester, but they will stay due they intentions of joinning the acm contest again ( as you can imagine, they are going to dedicate all to f*cked day to prepare themselves for the conest).

I was wondering that the only one way to surpass them, is 1) get a GOOD team , and 2) prepare ourselves not for the acm, but for increasing our talents ( is, uh, let me think, like if they were working in linear mode, and we were working in x^3 mode :D )

Finally ( today ) I think I'll be working for the visual basic mono chapter for the mono handbook. It will take some time, but it ins a good idea to write some ideas :) while I have to hear every day danguer telling me c# is a microsoft-version-of-java and joking about my interests in mono ( what the hell? does he think lucas is perfect ? ) F*ck your mother danguer :)

Oh shit, yes, I'm afraid I'm sick again -- well, you know, when nyou are sick, you energy decreases so big ... but, the hell, yeah, I'm sick

Last week I was working in the implementation of some dynamic programation algorithms ...

This week, without the fuck school pressure, I'll be workin in the mono handbook section dedicated to visual basic basics. Also, I want to study the new compilation engine inside the mono.

Hey ... well, studying for a calculus exam ... I should say I really really hate taking the same course again and again ...

Tonight I'm waiting some pals, while they finish analizing the derivate value of "e" and I write some code ( in fact that's a false thing )

I'm so bored about it, but I hope to study the way the streams work on the mono platform. Also, I have to finish documenting the Window class in the gtk# api.

Yesterday the lider of the novatos team ( the acm regional champions ) told me they are going to go into the contest again ( what the fuck is it going here? ) and since two teams from the same uni can't get access for the world wide phase, I think that I'm in so fuckinf porblems ...

Finally, I'm waiting for the final answer of my master, Federico Mena, who will be my couch ..

So the hell, I don't know what it's happening to me ... but i feel very tired all the time. By the way, this week I'll begin my preparation for the ACM regional contest. I hope a good result. Also, I'll begin to work on the getwell project, begun by danguer. It will take me sometime to unserstand all his code ( It looks not so bad ). And, cause it is not enough, I've been readign a book, "compilers, fudnamentals and techniques", the dragon book. Finally, I want to continue learning c# advances features and the way the mono compiler it is implemented ... As I as saying, this is a strange day ...

Well ... a little work ... yes, I was having some problems with Reflection in C#. Actually, I want to develop a cpmpiler for Mono, or at least, help in the develeopment of the mcs compiler ( the problem is that, before all, I have to read ALL the code so I'll be able to understand it ;) )

Yestarday morning I began to read the driver.cs source file below de mcs/mcs dir, I think morning I'll try to compile it sepàratly and build my own minimal compier based on the other code ( In fact, driver.cs is not the core of the mcs compiler, but it has the responsability of call all the rutines for compile the sources ).

Last week I had a conference at the Ibero Linux, talking ( of course ) about Mono. The conference were perfect and I think the one I'll have next week at veracruz ( here in México ) will success ...

Recently I have been "creating" some sentences with the help of the C# language, for example:

* Throw new SexualNeedExcpetion * mcs Me.MyLittleBrain.cs ( I say this about my friends, not me :) ) * Carlos : ISexualBeast

And so on.

By the way, last week I played a joke to pair of pals ( danguer and nexus ) using social enginery, and got all the ideas they have of me . In fact, maybe it was a really bad idea, cause danguer was became mad :)

Yes ... it's 4 a.m, I'm very very tired, because of some personal problems ( witha gay who thinks I'm a egoist person ... ) and so on ...

But few minutes ago, I received a mail from Miguel de Icaza, where he announces the 0.21 version of Monodoc ... and as I could read, I'm not in the credits ( actually it together with other things, like a missing asnwer from miguel about an implementation of a J# compiler make me think he really doesn't want hear me, or even worse, he thinks I'm not working at all ... ).

It strange because I shoould say I reacts as my father coudl expect: I work much better after a fight or something like that, and not after a serie of good words from someone important ...

Yes, you got the point. With or without the aprovment of Miguel about an J# compiler implementation, I'll start tomorrow with the reading of the mcs compiler code ( It's very important because so I'll be able to understand some thnigs I nedd to know ).

Well, yes, I'm having some problems yet ... but, I think they're personal porblems ...

Last friday I met a weird gay, who toughts Java and Visual Basic ( I mean VB 6 :S ) are the best of best programm languajes ... ( I think he actually doesn't know the difference between a languaje and a platform ). About this I wrote a document, in dev.cu.buap.mx/zero/despotismo.html, I guess ( maybe you shoudl try to read it, but it's in spanish ).

And well, all the day I was doing nothing ... however I'll try to do some work tomorrow morning ( some mono handbook explanations, studying reflection in c#, and writing some gtk# api documentation ).

And yes, I still think I need a woman, a girl, because I feel very very bad ... but I thnik thw women here in Puebla sucks :)

By the way, I really really have intentions of beginning the implementation of a Mono J# compiler ( before I could think more about it I'll have to check if someone alredy has picked up the project ... )

Well, it's sunday night. I've been so sad, because the last february 14th I was totally alone ... no friends, no girls, nothing ...

And the answer is always the same: what have I to pay to be happy? Because as I was saying to a friend, I feel that life give us somethings, and quits us some others. Is that a reality?

I don't know If some day I'll feel good about the women. Yes, why don't tell it? I'am very bad with be-in-love with girls. It's so hard to conquest a woman, at least for me.

I only hope to have to much work, so I could forget them ... he he he

By the way, I'm very happy about mi participation in the CONSOL 2003, last week, because everything in mi tutorial went fine he he