Well, I did okay in my exams. AA for science, A for German (from what I've done), B for Business studies (1 mark from an A), A for IT and a C for history (hmm.). I think I can get that up to straight A's for my real exams. Going to see the doctor today, with Edward. I hope I feel better after.

Apart from all the illness stuff, things are going okay. I do still feel as though I have reached a plateau in my life, and it's not a pleasant feeling. But if I can get straight A's, that might make things a little easier, and start things moving again. I don't know what the problem is but I'd sure as hell like to stop it before it causes any more problems.

So, now I am going to try and get a positive outlook. And I'm going to try to start caring. But it won't be easy. This is the time when I will need my friends.