It has been a long and precarious time since I last made an entry. It seems that I had the need to totally immerse myself into fits of codeing and gameplay (DO][OM) to keep my mind off of the faithful day (march 17). The visitor arrived as expected with tales of horror. Quite uncool things, and very disturbing, most of it being of very gruesome and of a graphic nature.
The events of six years past are still burning with great passion. I am not entirely sure if this is a good thing or not. The intuitive advisor feels I should regroup the visitor, but I personally am not in a position to regroup anything at this point and intend on checking all of the cards in my hand as other potential options do exist. I do not know which branch of the twisting forked road of life to take. So many decisions I have to make, facts to wiegh, etc. I feel like a 6502 at 250KHz with 10K of RAM trying to emulate an i686 at 400MHz with 512M RAM and running Linux. My program of life is thrashing wildly. I have only a simple program, and no answer has yet been copied to the vast console in my brain. The program is as follows, in funny BASIC:
0 X=0
10 REM MAKE A DECISION
20 DECISION=INT(RAN(0)*100)/10
30 X=X+1
40 REM DECIDE WHAT TO DO WITH THE DECISION
50 IF DECISION > 9.8THEN SOMETIMES GOTO 70 ELSE GOTO 20
60 REM OUTPUT HARDNESSS OF DECISION
70 PRINT "DECIDE THIS FACT AFTER "X" CONSIDERATIONS"
(march 17)
Visitor arrived.
We touched, eyes were opened, and true answers were given.
Visitor left.