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New Writing from MichaelCrawford

I just submitted a new story to the queue over at Kuro5hin. I worked on it all night long. I think I did a good job writing it, but if you're a K5 member, I need your support, as I'm sure my piece is likely to incite controversy, if not an actual riot.

Please go moderate:

  • Why Kuro5hin's Editors Need to Grow a Testicle
    Or, "What you can do to keep K5 from becoming the next Adequacy"

Thanks for your help.

If you're not a K5 member, membership is free, and I can remember a time when it was a great community to be part of.

3 May 2005 (updated 21 May 2006 at 03:48 UTC) »
Long Time No See

I'd like you all to read the Kuro5hin diary I just posted:

It's actually more about our decision to move to Canada, how things have gone since we've been here, and how I'm well on my way to changing careers from software consulting to earning my living through Google AdSense ads published in my programming tips.

It's long (6400 words, the longest diary I've ever written), but I worked for several hours to write it was well as I could. I think you'll enjoy it.

You might be surprised by what I have to say, but then, you might not.

Bonita's Career Change

Bonita was a chemistry student at the Nova Scotia Agricultural College here in Truro when we met back in '97. She also had a bachelor's degree in biology from Memorial University of Newfoundland in St. John's, and had done a great deal of field work, doing such things as collecting samples of salmon scales from remote Newfoundland rivers. When she came to live with me in California, she was able to get a TN-1 visa because she was offered a job as a biological technician at a biotech firm.

But she hated everything about her work. Based on what she said and what I knew about her, I suggested she change careers. Bonita is now nearing the end of her first year studying fine art at the University formerly known as The Nova Scotia College of Art and Design in Halifax.

She is making blazing progress. I am convinced not just that she will succeed in her art career, but that someday Bonita is going to really Be Somebody in the art world. I am very proud of her.

Tonight she drew a portrait of me that I rather like as an exercise for her studio practice class. I don't have time right now but tomorrow evening I'll snap a digital photo and post it on my website for you to see.

My Career Change

I think I finally have a credible plan for getting out of custom software development, in fact, out of programming altogether. I know that to say such a thing in a place like Advogato is like farting in a crowded elevator, but I've been a coder for seventeen years. Although I am very good at what I do, the joy that programming once held for me has faded. Yet I continued to consult because I could see no alternative, as I cast about for a way to change careers.

I plan to earn a living as a professional writer, by writing technical articles of the sort that I already publish here. I plan to make money from advertising published along with my articles.

I've been running Google AdSense ads since September, and have just started featuring affiliate ads for books at Amazon and Powells City of Books. I thought that flogging books would pay well because I'm always recommending one book or another in my articles.

Late yesterday afternoon, I launched an advertising campaign aimed at promoting my writing. I'm starting with self-service text ads placed at Kuro5hin. I'm only running a few ads, but with wide variation in presentation and ad copy, so that I can conduct market research.

I learned what I know about test-driven scientific marketing back at Working Software when I worked for Dave Johnson, who saved the company from failing retail sales by selling via direct mail.

But the style of my marketing campaign is inspired by Christopher Locke's book Gonzo Marketing: Winning Through Worst Practices. He is also one of the authors of The Cluetrain Manifesto. I assert that both books are required reading for anyone wanting their business to prosper in the age of the Internet.

If you were to read either book, you would understand my reasoning behind the following press release which I wrote late last night, to announce the kickoff of my marketing campaign:

Send your comments to me at crawford@goingware.com

Writing isn't my ultimate destination though. I have a lot of work ahead of me before I can pass the entrance audition, but someday I want to go back to school to study musical composition. If you like, you can listen to my MP3s. Those were recorded over ten years ago though; I have come a long way since then, and plan to start recording again this summer.

Thank you for your attention.

-- Mike

Writing

You could really help me out if you could constructively criticize my upcoming Kuro5hin article:

It's not quite complete yet, but mostly there. I need to add a section where I compare my question (What is Music?) to my wife Bonita's question (What is Art?) She is an art student. It makes for interesting conversations in our house.

Send your comments to crawford@goingware.com.

I plan to submit it to moderation the day after christmas.

18 Dec 2004 (updated 18 Dec 2004 at 18:02 UTC) »
Seeking a Programming Job in Halifax, Nova Scotia

I've been consulting since '98, but I have decided to give up my self-employment and seek a perm job. I live in Truro but figure the available work is all near Halifax, and would move there if that's where I got a job. I'm also interested in telecommuting for employers anywhere.

If you know anyone who might be interested in hiring me, you could help me out if you emailed them a link to my resume at http://www.goingware.com/resume/ or else emailed me at crawford@goingware.com to suggest who to contact.

I have seventeen years paid experience as a programmer and have done all kinds of things on all kinds of platforms. I'm particularly skilled in C++, C and assembler (ARM/Thumb, 680x0, PowerPC). For the last couple years I've done embedded development but before that I mostly did GUI, as well as some system software work at Apple.

Thanks for your help.

Writing

Ankh, thank you, I really appreciate it.

For a while now it seems I've been mostly keeping my diary at Kuro5hin. It's not simply that my diaries here are hardly ever on the topic of free or open source software. I kind of prefer the format of k5 diaries, in particular I can write long entries but only the intro shows up on k5's recent diaries page, so I don't annoy everyone with such rambling as the following.

Recent diaries of interest are Time Management (I'm trying to get better at it) and Piss and Vinegar (Bonita says I'm full of it). You can vote in my poll in this last diary: If you knew you only had six months to live, would you still hang out at kuro5hin?

nymia, I was very interested to read your diary entry regarding the second internet revolution. What the article discusses, that anyone can get published on the net and have a real opportunity for success, is just what is making me consider taking my writing really seriously, not as a pastime anymore but as a way to make my living.

I am hoping that by this time next year, I will make my way in the world through my writing, rather than as a computer programmer. This feels me with hope, not simply because I'm quite weary of programming, but because I have the sense I could be far more successful as a writer than I ever have been as a programmer.

My wife Bonita hesitantly supports my goal of becoming a professional writer. Hesitant because I tend to become quite unbalanced when I write, tossing all my responsibilities to the wind, becoming completely obsessed with whatever article or essay I'm working on. I'm trying to address that concern by limiting my writing to a certain schedule, to try to become more disciplined about it.

Bonita asked me a couple days ago, "Why are you so Hell-bent on publishing all your writing on the Internet?" She felt I ought to get published in dead-tree magazines. I think part her motivation in asking is that she's concerned I won't get any respect as a serious writer unless I'm published in print. I expect I will submit to print publications eventually, but for now I don't plan even to try.

This is the age of the Internet. I don't simply write articles and essays. I write web pages. I just work harder at it than the typical web page writer. I like coding HTML, I find it suits my writing style very naturally, so much so that I find myself entering <p> tags when using conventional word processors. In particular, when writing an article I use the search engines to research other pages to link to, so my article doesn't simply stand alone but becomes an integral part of the World Wide Web. Making these connections is a substantial source of the enjoyment I experience when writing articles, and I think they are also what makes my articles valuable to their readers.

Some of my articles could just as well have been published in print, but one reason I prefer the web is the instant gratification. Print publications have lead times of months, and you have to get the article approved by an editor who might require several revisions. But a web page is published the instant I upload it, and people start to read it as soon as I post links around in places like this one. If an article needs revisions, I can simply upload a new draft later.

Publishing on my own website contributes to my own fortunes, not some magazine publisher's. I have always known that a modest article won't earn much pay from a magazine, but it will help build traffic to my website. Publishing articles to my own site has contributed indirectly, but significantly to my income in the past. I get a lot of people coming to read my articles, and some link to them or other pages on my site. This draws other visitors, some of whom have turned out to be paying software consulting clients. I haven't had to work to find new clients for quite some time now. Instead, the clients come to me, after finding my website.

Well, that's been great, but the problem is that I still have to work hard at programming once I get a client, and the time - sometimes substantial time - required to write an article keeps me from paying consulting work, so I haven't written as many articles as I would have liked.

So now I come to how I'm going to make a living as a writer, how I'm already being paid for my writing. In September I started publishing Google AdSense ads at GoingWare's Bag of Programming Tricks. I didn't expect these ads to pay much, maybe enough for a nice evening out once a month or to pay for my hosting. Well, wasn't I in for a surprise!

From the very start, the ads have been earning about half of the money I need to meet all my expenses. If I could double my ad revenue somehow, I could quit programming. Possibly I could retire.

Now, I think my experience is not typical. I don't think most people make that much from advertising on a personal site. What's different for me is that I have a mature website, one that I've been tending and growing for about six years now. Lately it gets over a hundred thousand hits a month. It takes a lot of work to achieve that kind of traffic. I've spent years toiling away at my site and my articles, and crappy web design notwithstanding, I have already worked hard to achieve the pay I get from the Google ads.

It's just that up until now I felt my site was valuable to me for other reasons. If you're going to build your own website, one you hope to make money from, I would suggest trying to find other ways than banner or text ads to make it worth your time.

One final advantage to web publication: when an article is published in a print magazine, it gets read by the public for a month or so. You get your check from the publisher and that's that. Maybe if you're lucky it will get reprinted somewhere and you'll get a small royalty. But if you publish on the web, your article continues to get published as long as it's on your site.

As long as the material doesn't become dated, it will continue to have readers for years on end. It may even grow in popularity: at least one of my articles gets as many hits in one day now as it did in a month, a year ago.

Finally, readers who come for one article may stay to read others. A website is like a magazine that is continually reissued month after month, but with a few new articles each time.

So here's my plan to change careers:

I think my best bet is to encourage anyone who finds my site to keep coming back. They'll come back a few times to read some of the other articles, but then no more. I need to post new articles often enough that a reader is likely to find something new when he checks back.

My constraint is that I still have to earn a living as a programmer. I can take some time out to write, more than in the past, but not that much. My plan is to devote one full day each week to writing, and to publish one new article each month. If and when ad revenues increase, I'll devote more time to writing, and less to programming.

Now, I should say something that's at least somewhat on-topic to Advogato. So far this has all been about how I'm going to make a killing off my intellectual property, and not at all in the spirit of free software. But I do have some articles that are under the GNU Free Documentation License. My most popular article, and top money-maker, is under a Creative Commons license. There are several other copies around the web. It makes me nervous, sure, but I'm determined to keep it that way.

I expect that I'll continue to publish articles here and at Kuro5hin. I don't feel that I need to get paid for everything I write.

Thank you for your attention.

-- Mike

Help Me to Help the Mentally Ill

I've gotten a lot of email from people who have read Living with Schizoaffective Disorder. The email comes from the mentally ill, their friends and family, from mental health specialists, and those studying to become one. Overwhelmingly they say they've found my article helpful.

But it could help a lot more people. My web server logs tell me that about 2000 people a month access one or another of its pages, but I think only about 300 people read the whole article each month. That's not so many considering that in the US alone, there are about two million manic depressives, two million schizophrenics, and about a million schizoaffectives.

You can encourage others to read my article if you would be so kind as to link to it from your website, weblog, or from message boards.

Many of those who have written tell me that my article is the only material they've been able to find that helps them to understand what schizoaffective disorder is really like. Nearly all the other pages, or books that one finds give only terse clinical descriptions.

If you were to link my article, not only would some people follow your link, but my article would rank higher in the search engines.

You should know that I'm committed to never place advertising in the article. My psychiatrist suggested I offer advertising exposure to the manufacturers of psychiatric drugs, but I think that would be a bad idea. Many of the people who read my article are highly impressionable and vulnerable. Often their ability to think critically is impaired. It would be inappropriate to place advertising on the page.

Thanks for your help!

--Mike

Writing

Now featured on the front page at Kuro5hin:

I live in Canada now, but registered to vote in Maine on Monday, just ahead of the deadline.

I know the article is too late to help most people, and I apologize for that, but there are still some states where you can still register to vote November 2nd.

Bill Has Done His Job Well

Bonita: "Do you have windows open upstairs?"

Me: "Yeah."

Bonita: "Could you go up and see how much water is coming in?"

Me: "Uhh.. what? Oh. I thought you meant Microsoft Windows".

It's raining hard today, see, and sometimes the wind blows the rain in on my computers.

I think it's wrong that a corporation could take such ownership of a common word that one thinks of the trademark when hearing it, and not it's original meaning.

Question: what is the original definition of "coke"?

My campaign for governor of California is going quite well. Read the latest news in I Conquered the Lifestep(TM) Machine in my Kuro5hin diary.

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