it is the Divine PJ. Amen
Posted 11 Dec 2004 at 22:55 UTC by badvogato 
my dear friend,
you said Ero is always on your mind. May i inquire in what form it manifest? besides dancing, that i know, any other hidden forms?
i love this painting next to Baudelaire ' The Snake that dances'. Will you recite the poem to me in French? That is my eroticism of tonight.
i read this little book 'an erotic beyond Sade' by Octavio Paz. 'Eroticism
and sexualities are independent kingdoms belonging to the same vital
universe. Kingdoms without boders, or with hazy borders, always changing,
in constant communication and interpenetration, never entirely fixed...
society subjects sexual instinct to regulations, and thus confiscates and
exploits its energy. Water and sexuality are nothing more than
manifestations of natural energy that must be captured and used to
advantage. Eroticism is a form of the social domination of instinct, and in
this sense it can equip a technology'
''And in this sense it can equip a technology' What a revelation of what's beyond RMS! Eroticism equip the 'internet' is going to be OUR calling, my country badvogatoers.
But first, we
must differentiate eroticism with sexuality. 'There is no essential
difference between eroticism and sexuality: eroticism is socialized
sexuality, subject to the necessities of the group, a vital force
expropriated by society. Even in its destructive manifestations - orgies,
human sacrifices, ritual mutilation, obligatory chastity - eroticism
inserts itself in society and affirms its principles and goals. Its
complexity - rituals, ceremonies - begins to have a social function; what
distinguishes a sexual act from an erotic one is that, in the former,
nature serves the species, while in the latter, human society is served by
nature. One one side it presents a set of prohibitions - magical, moral,
legal, economic, and more - intended to prevent the sexual tide from
submerging the social edifice, leveling hierarchies and divisions, washing
away society. Tolerance fulfills an analogous mission: a society of
libertines is a safety valve. In this sense, eroticism keeps the group from
falling into undifferentiated nature; it stands against the fascination of
chaos, the return to a formless sexuality. On the other side, within
certain limits, it encourages and excites sexual activity. The spur and
reins of sexuality, its finality is double: to irrigate the social body
without exposing it to the risks of flooding. Eroticism is a social
function...
Eroticism makes us live the sexual act more profoundly, that
is, it allows us to truly live it, not as a public rite but as an
underground ceremony. Humans imitate the complexity of animal sexuality and
copy its graceful, terrible, and ferocious gestures because they want to
return to the state of nature. At the same time, this imitation is a game,
a representation. A person sees his or her own self in sexuality. Eroticism
is a reflection of the human gaze in the mirror of nature. Thus, what
distinguishes eroticism from sexuality is not its complexity but rather its
distance. A person is reflected in sexuality, bathes in it, becomes one,
and separates. But sexuality never watches the erotic game; it illuminates
without seeing; it is a blind light. the couple is alone, in the midst of
the nature it imitates. The erotic act is a ceremony that is performed
behind the back of society and in front of a nature that never contemplates
representation. Eroticism is both a fusion with the animal world and a
rupture, a separation from that world, an irremediable solitude. Catacomb,
hotel room, chateau, fort, cabin in the mountains or an embrace under the
cluds, it is all the same: eroticism is a world closed to society as well
as to nature. The erotic act erases the world: nothing more real surrounds
us except our ghosts.
... Distance creates erotic imagination. Eroticism is imaginary: it is a
shot of imagination fired at the exterior world, and that shot is people
themselves. Creation, invention: there is nothing more real than this body
that I imagine; there is nothing less real than this body i touch that
turns into a heap of salt or vanishes into a column of smoke. With that
smoke my desire will invent another body. Eroticism is the experience of a
full life that appears to us as a palpable whole and through which we enter
a totality. At the same time, it is an empty life that looks at itself,
that represents itself. It imitates, and invents itself; it invents, and
imitates itself. A total experience that never realizes totality because
its essence is something that is always beyond. Someone else's body is an
obstacle or a bridge; either way, one must cross it. Desire, the erotic
imagination, the erotic life, all cross through bodies and make them
transparent. Or they destroy them. Beyond you, beyond me, through the body,
in the body, beyond the body, we want to see something. That something is
erotic fascination, that which takes me from myself and brins me to you:
that which makes me go beyond you. We do not know precisely what it is,
except that it is something more. More than history, more than sex, more
than life, more than death. IT IS THE DIVINE PJ! Amen.
Darling, brother PJ,
Think how sweet 'twould be
To go live together there !
To love at our ease,
To live, love and die
In that land so like yourself !
the suns blurred by rain
In those cloudy skies
For my spirit have the charms
so mysterious
Of our traitress eyes,
Through their tears shining brightly.
There, all is order, beauty,
Luxury, pleasure and calm.
Gleaming chests and chairs,
Burnished by the years
Would decorate our chamber;
Rarest flowers in bloom
Blending their perfume
With the faint scent of amber,
Ceilings rich, deep-banked
Mirrors to reflect
Oriental pomp and splendor,
All things there would speak
To the secret soul
In their soft native language.
There, all is order, beauty,
Luxury, pleasure and calm.
See on yon canals,
Sleeping now, those ships
Whose mood is vagabounding.
'Tis to gratify
Your slightest desire
That they've come from distant climes.
-- Now the setting sun
Is clothing the fields
The canals, the town entire,
In jacinth and gold;
The world's being lulled
To sleep in a warming light.
There, all is order, beauty,
Luxury, pleasure and calm.
with a dictionary in hand'... damn, A FORTH DRAFT, can you believe that! i've come a long way from there to here by the grace of father raph's supreme playground as we know it
i love going postal with mrG. yet i must confess of not finding much profit in looking up words in dictionary. i do consult words in places such as what follows here:
EROICALL EPISTLE
Sapho to Philaenis
Where is that holy fire, which Verse is said
To have? is that inchanting force decai'd?
Verse that drawes Natures workes, from Natures law,
Thee, her best worke, to her worke cannot draw.
Have my tears quench'd my old Poetique fire;
Why quench'd they not as well, that of desire?
Thoughts, my mindes creatures, often are with thee,
But I, their maker, want their libertie.
Onely thine image, in my heart, doth sit,
But that is waxe, and fires environ it.
My fires have driven, thine have drawne it hence;
And I am rob'd of Picture, Heart, and Sense.
Dwells with me still mine irksome Memory,
Which, both to keepe, and lose, grieves equally.
That tells me'how faire thou art: Thou art so faire,
As, gods, when gods to thee I doe compare.
Are grac'd thereby; And to make blinde men see,
What things gods are, I say they'are like to thee.
For, if we justly call each silly man
A litle world, What shall we call thee than?
Thou art not soft, and cleare, and strait, and faire,
As Down, as Stars, Cedars, and Lillies are,
But thy right hand, cand cheek, and eye, only
Are like thy other hand, and cheek, and eye.
Such was my Phao awhile, but shall be never,
As thou, wast, art, and, oh, maist be ever.
Here lovers sweare in their Idolatrie,
That I am such; but Griefe discolors me.
And yet I grieve the lesse, least Griefe remove
My beauty, and make me'unworthy of thy love.
Plaies some soft boy with thee, oh there wants yet
A mutuall feeling which should sweeten it.
His chinne, a thorny hairy unevennesse
Doth threaten, and some daily change possesse.
Thy body is a naturally Paradise,
In whose selfe, unmanur'd, all pleasure lies,
Nor needs perfection; why shouldst thou than
Admit the tillage of a harsh rough man?
Men leave behinde them that which their sin showes,
And are as theeves trac'd, whose rob when it snows.
But of our dallyance no more signes there are,
Then fishes leave in streames, or Birds in aire.
And betweene us all sweetnesse may be had;
All, all that Nature yields, or Art can adde.
My two lips, eyes, thighs, differ from thy two,
But so, as thine from one another doe;
And, oh, no more; the likenesse being such,
Why should they not alike in all parts touch?
Hand to strange hand, lippe to lippe none denies;
Why should they brest to brest, or thighs to thighs?
Likenesse begets such strange selfe for this.
Me, in my glasse, I call thee; But, alas,
When I would kisse, tears dimme mine eyes, and glasse
O cure this loving madnesse, and restore
Me to mee; thee, my halfe, my all, my more.
So may thy cheekes red outweare scarlet dye,
And their white, whitenesse of the Galaxy,
So may they mighty, amazing beauty move
Envy'in all women, and in all men, love,
And so be change, and sicknesse, farre from thee,
As thou by comming neere, keep'st them from me.
Wtf, posted 13 Dec 2004 at 13:02 UTC by mpr »
(Journeyer)
Are you sure advogato is the right place for this sort of thing?
ABSOLUTEMENT!, posted 13 Dec 2004 at 16:30 UTC by badvogato »
(Master)
Until our Father designate an Eden for my arse alone, it is ABSOLUTEMENT a divine decree that i share my excessive Eros right here and NOW! Pardon me for my French.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe.
All mimsy were the borogoves
And the mome raths outgrabe.
Dark Matter
Scientists at the University of Rome, according to the New York Times, may have finally detected dark matter, the stuff t hat roughly eighty percent of the universe may be made of
Like certain superheroes, particles
of dark matter pass through other matter
unimpeded. But anti-gravity, scientists
explain, "still cannot be expected
to reverse the course of a falling apple,
or drive an inflating wedge of nothingness
between lovers." Which may be why
the hero works best alone.
Pals and sidekicks can be helpful,
but women are too curious, too quick
to believe the men they're with
must be, at heart, different men.
Of course they're right. And the hero
is in trouble if he doesn't
keep his other self a secret.
He wants to be in love, to offer
all the confidences a lover should.
But he has to save the world,
again and again. Thus it seems true
that a wedge of nothingness
divides the man and the woman,
but also that the falling of an apple
is irreversible.
The hero must expect evil
to continue. He cannot afford
to be surprised by strangeness.
Or ever expect a life in which
he could only be himself.
It's too grand for the worst
that happens to most ofus.
We suffer heartaches, die in disasters.
Think of the truck out of control
on the thruway, or the bridge
about to collapse. Think of the terrorist
planting his bomb.
Not one of us
is spared such imaginings.
Touching down, the plane explodes.
A few survive; hundreds
are scattered across a cornfield.
Then disaster sounds insufficient, even cruel.
Then it seems right to forget
the old definitions: how tragedy required
stature and knowledge,
how it depended on a hidden weakness,
an inevitable fall, how it made
death look noble and necessary.
In a sudden rage a man kills his wife.
Then he drives back to his house.
There's no getting away from this, he thinks.
He hadn't tried to hide anything.
The police will show up soon.
He has a gun, so he tells himself
he should do it now, outside on the lawn.
Or he could get back in the car,
drive around for a while. It's hard to decide.
His dog is out there, certain
something is wrong. No,
he's not going to shoot the dog.
His heart's already broken,
knowing he's killed his wife
whom he still believes he loved, knowing now
he's man who could do that kind of thing.
The dog comes over to him.
He thinks the dog wants to help
and it breaks his heart again
to feel he'd been kinder
to his dog than to his wife, or at least
kind enough to deserve this trust,
this affection. Love? he thinks.
Would that be going too far?
He walks inside, sits down,
puts the gun in his mouth.
But the dog scratching at the door,
keeps on scratching until
he gets up, lets her in, half-aware
he's made a choice.
How can he kill himself in front of his dog?
He strokes her head.
Good girl, he says, and then
other things no one says to a dog.
If only she would go to another room.
But she won't leave, and no matter what
he tells her, she refuses to be comforted.
In that case..., posted 14 Dec 2004 at 14:36 UTC by salmoni »
(Master)
There was a young man from Dundee,
Who got stung on the knee by a wasp,
A man asked if it hurt,
He said, "No, not a bit,
It can do it again if it likes."
(c) Graham Tatnell, year unknown.
Or...
There was a Bohemian monk,
Who went to sleep on his bunk,
He dreamt that Venus,
Was stroking his ...
And woke up all covered ...
Can't think how to finish those two lines. Yeargh, I'm *so* working class. Merry Christmas folks, and take care!!!
diff of PJ vs. piss, posted 15 Dec 2004 at 14:16 UTC by sye »
(Journeyer)
i find the original French verse of Charles Baudelaire's 'Le Serpent qui dance' . But aren't those English translations different from PJ's of brother badvogato's verse?
PJ verse
piss .
one in Heaven and one touch down the Earth. both from the same source. be content what you have or what reveals to you is the most important aspect of life.
watch out !, posted 16 Dec 2004 at 14:48 UTC by badvogato »
(Master)
EMI Studio Janet Baker's voice is the best rendition for Berlioz 'Les Nuits d'ete, La Mort de Cleopat, Les Troyens: Mort de Didon'.
The spectre of the rose
Open your eyelids,
brushed by a virginal dream.
I am the spectre of a rose,
that you wore yesterday at the ball.
You took me, still bedewed,
with silvery tears from being watered,
and among the glittering festivities
you carried me with you all the evening.
O you, cause of my death,
you will not be able to banish me,
the roseate spectre coming to dance each night
by your pillow;
but do not be afraid, I demand
no mass or De Profundis.
this delicate perfume is my soul,
and I come from paradise.
My destiny was enviable,
and for such a beautiful fate
many would have given their lives;
for my tomb is on your breast,
and on the alabaster where I lie
a poet, with a kiss
wrote: "Here lies a rose
which every king will envy."
At the cemetery (Moonlight)
Do you know the white tomb,
where the shadow of a yew floats
plaintively?
On the yew a pale dove,
sad and alone at sunset,
sings its song:
A tune of morbid sweetness
both charming and deathly,
which hurts you
and which you would wish to hear forever;
a tune which may be sighed in heaven by
a lovesick angel.
You would think that the awakened soul
was weeping beneath the earth together
with the song.
was cooing
in gentle complaint
at being forgotten.
On the wings of music
you feel a memory coming back
slowly.
A shadow, an angelic form,
passes in a shimmering beam,
veiled in white.
The night-flowers, half open,
exude their delicate, sweet perfume
around you,
and the ghost with its languid gestures
murmurs, reaching out to you:
You will return!
On! Never again will I go near the tomb,
when the evening is spreading
its black cloak,
to listen to the pale dove
at the top of the yew sing
its plaintive song.
Once I did kiss her wetly on the mouth
once i did kiss her wetly on the mouth
and her lips loosened, her tongue rising like a fish
to swim in my waters
because she learns the world
by tasting it, by taking it inside.
I desire it -- her learning my tongue that way.
Yes, I wanted to soul-kiss my daughter.
to lather, slaver the toothless gums
and the cat-arched back of her palate,
to sniff the bonquet of babay's breath
all the way to the vase of her throat
Look at her, in her highchair
wearing her yam goatee
I like to take her whole foot in my mouth
Look at her, in her bib
slung backward, like a superhero's cape --
beware, small villains everywhere
Oh, that first day
when the nurses returned her to my cot
so newly minted, her soles were black from ink
they laid her, naked, on my naked chest
so she could swell my breasts with milksong,
so I could warm her skin with my skin,
and so, next to my more regular heart,
her skittish beat would steady --
though I swear when she latched on
all meter, music changed.
I whispered in her see-through ear
I'd keep her safe forever --
I, her first lover.
MEANINGFUL THINGS
There's a peculiar mechanism in writers' minds. They don't really want to accept that the things that they find meaningful and build into their works are going to become outdated, arcane and finally obscure. -- Professor Robert L. Oakman, creator of medialink, a computer program for attaching multimedia material to a printed text.
Time change, and we forget.
A writer puts his hero in a Packard.
Kids today can't see it.
So you hit a key and there's the car,
then the building he'd have parked
in front of, then the bar in that building
where the next scene taks place.
So many meaningful things get lost.
Isn't it natural to resist?
Here in New Hampshire, thinking
about what to write, I'm only certain
I can't make fun of Professor Oakman,
who's obviously trying to help
And I'm wondering
if Lance at Valley Automotive
will have my Honda fixed by four.
The brakes just feel a little loose,
I told him. And there's some sort
of puffing sound when you press the pedal.
I could see Lance was used to this kind
of imprecision. I'll take a look
at the calipers, he said.
Great writers find
their annotators, serious readers
turn to the notes. The rest of us
make the necessary leap: he drives
his black Packard from her house to the bar
on Central Avenue. He's thinking
she's the kind of blonde who's so languid
and shadowy she speaks out of nowhere.
You can't lay a finger on her,
he tells himself. You shouldn't even try.
82 Dr. Yang ( first Chinese American received Nobel Prize in Physics) is now engaged to 28 Mrs china lady on Nov. 15, 2004 in Beijing China. The wedding is planned sometime in Jan., 2005, according to wenxuecity.com
To BG. from 28->82
Fair night, faint light,
Smooth breath by my side.
Rapt gaze upon you,
No fatigue, but felicity.
Sweet night, soft light,
No regret, but delight.
I can evade all,
But the hearts entwined.
Pure fondness, true love
Had as a gift, or is earned?
Deep into the night,
Labyrinth turns into heaven,
And fantasy into reality,
Eternity of loyalty.
I touch your forelock,
Gentle breath over my hand,
Silence more intense.
diff by BG 82->28
Sweet night Soft light
Smooth breathing by my side,
Fair night faint light
Tranguility after surging tide.
Dreams deep pleasures keep
Gently I touch your forelock,
Love deep smiles keep
Lingering scent of soulful delight.
sincerely wish that BG is wiser than 28, not just wider...
Do you believe that once sparked, love will last till the end of time? I DO. That's why I AM getting quite envy of Dr. Yang's newly found love.
Sweet angel,
truthfully you are
God's benevolent last gift
To give my old soul
A joyous rejuvenating lift.
Known Then Thyself
Known then thyself, presume not God to scan,
The proper study of Mankind is Man.
Plac'd on this isthmus of a middle state,
A Being darkly wise, and rudely great:
With too much knowledge for the Sceptic side,
With too much weakness for the Stoic's pride,
He hangs between; in doubt to act, or rest;
In doubt to deem himself a God, or Beast;
In doubt his Mind or Body to prefer;
Born but to die, and reas'ning but to err;
Alike in ignorance, his reason such,
Whether he thinks too little, or too much:
Chaos of Thought and Passion, all confus'd;
Still by himself abus'd, or disabus'd;
Created half to rise, and half to fall;
Great lord of all things, yet a prey to all;
Sole judge of truth, in endless error hurl'd:
The glory, jest, and riddle of the world!
Self-love, the spring of motion, acts the soul;
Reason's comparing balance rules the whole.
Man, but for that, no action could attend,
And, but for this, were active to no end:
Fix'd like a plant on his peculiar spot,
To draw nutrition, propagate, and rot;
Or, meteor-like, flame lawless through the void,
Destroying others, by himself destroy'd.
Most strength the moving principle requires;
Active its task, it prompts, impels, inspires.
Sedate and quiet and comparing lies,
Form'd but to check, delib'rate, and advise.
Self-love still stronger, as its objects nigh;
Reason's at distance, and in prospect lie:
That sees immediate good by present sense;
Reason, the future and the consequence.
Thicker than arguments, temptations throng,
At best more watchful this, but that more strong.
The action of the stronger to suspend
Reason still use, to reason still attend.
Attention, habit and experience gains;
Each strengthens reason, and self-love restrains.
Vice is a monster of so frightful mien,
As, to be hated, needs but to be seen;
Yet seen too oft, familiar with her face,
We first endure, then pity, then embrace.
But where th'extreme of vice, was ne'er agreed:
Ask where's the north? at York, 'tis on the Tweed;
In Scotland, at the Orcades; and there,
At Greenland, Zembla, or the Lord knows where.
No creature owns it in the first degree,
But thinks his neighbour farther gone than he;
Ev'n those who dwell beneath its very zone,
Or never feel the rage, or never own;
What happier natures shrink at with affright,
The hard inhabitant contends is right.
Honor and shame from no condition rise;
Act well your part, there all the honour lies.
Fortune in men has some small diff'rence made,
One flaunts in rags, one flutters in brocade;
The cobbler apron'd, and the parson gown'd,
The friar hooded, and the monarch crown'd.
'What differ more,' you cry, 'than crown and cowl?'
I'll tell you, friend! a wise man and a fool.
You'll find, if once the monarch acts the monk,
Or, cobbler-like, the parson will be drunk,
Worth makes the man, and want of it, the fellow;
The rest is all but leather or prunella.
From Essay on Man
A little Learning
A little learning is a dang'rous thing;
Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring:
there shallow draughts intoxicate the brain,
And drinking largely sobers us again.
Fir'd at first sight with what the Muse imparts,
In fearless youth we tempt the heights of Arts,
While from the bounded level of our mind,
short views we take, nor see the lengths behind;
But more advanc'd, behold with strange surprise
new distant scenes of endless science rise!
So pleas'd at first the tow'ring Alps we try,
Mount o'er the vales, and seem to tread the sky,
Th'eternal snows appear already past,
And the first clouds and mountains seem the last:
But, those attain'd, we tremble to survey
The growing labours of the lengthen'd way,
Th'increasing prospect tires our wand'ring eyes.
Hills peep o'er hills, and Alps on Alps arise!
A perfect Judge will read each work of Wit
Wit the same spirit that its author writ:
Survey the Whole, nor seek slight faults to find
Where nature moves, and rapture warms the mind;
Nor lose, for that malignant dull delight,
The gen'rous pleasure to be charm'd with wit.
but in such lays as neighter ebb, nor flow,
Correctly cold, and regularly low,
that shunning faults, one quiet tenour keep;
We cannot blame indeed - but we may sleep.
In Wit, as Nature, what affects our hearts
is not th'exactness of peculiar parts;
'Tis not a lip, or eye, we beauty call,
But the joint force and full result of all.
Thus when we view some well-proportion'd dome
(The world's just wonder, and ev'n thine, O Rome!)
No single parts unequally surprise,
All comes united to th'admiring eyes;
No monstrous height, or breadth, or length appear;
the Whole at once is bold, and regular.
From The Essay on Criticism
and a couple more
Merry Christmas to y'all.
cheers, Anna Benson , we take your threat for real! trust.ye is my trademark
The Door, posted 29 Dec 2004 at 23:34 UTC by badvogato »
(Master)
my dear friend,
thanks for coming
and knocked on my door.
thanks for telling me the tale
about beauty quarks and anti-beauty quarks
and the long winding beauty of their asymmetry
alas we have no time to catch in detail
but the good news is
finding Higgs Boson at CERN in Geneva
by your prediction before 2008
shall make the standard theory
and quarks family complete
until then, shall we keep knocking
our heads over incompleteness
of our separate life over 'The Door'?
And here's 'The Door'
It is hard going to the door
cut so small in the wall where
the vision which echoes loneliness
brings a scent of wild flowers in a wood.
what I understood, I understand.
My mind is sometime torment,
sometims good and filled with livelihood,
and feels the ground.
but I see the door,
and knew the wall, and wanted the wood,
and would get there if I could
with my feet and hands and mind.
Lady, do not banish me
for digression. My nature
is a quagmire of unresolved
confessions. Lady, I follow.
I walked away from myself,
I left the room, I found the garden,
I knew the woman
in it, together we lay donw.
Dead night remembers. In December
we change, not multiplied but dispersed,
sneaked out of childhood,
the ritual of dismemberment.
Mighty magic is a mother,
in her there is another issue
of fixture, repeated form, the race renewal,
the charge of the command.
The garden echoes across the room.
It is fixed in the wall like a mirror
that faces a window behind you
and reflects the shadows.
May I go now?
Am I allowed to bow myself down
in the ridiculous posture of renewal,
of the insistence of which I am the virtue?
Nothing of You is untoward
Inside You would also be tall,
more tall, more beautiful.
Come toward me from the wall, I want to be with You.
So I screamed to You,
who hears as the wind, and changes
multiply, invaraibly
changes in the mind.
Running to the door, I ran down
as a clock runs down. Walked backwards,
stumbled, sat down
hard on the floor near the wall.
Where were You.
How absurd, how vicious.
There is nothing to do but get up.
My knees were iron, I rusted in worship, of You.
For that one sings, onewrites the spring poem, one goes on walking.
The Lady has always moved to the next town
and you stumble on after Her.
The door in the wall leads to the garden
where in the sunlight sit
the Graces in long victorian dresses,
of which my grandmother had spoken.
History sings in their faces,
she will be the door in the wall
to the garden in sunlight.
I will go on talking forever.
I will never get there.
Oh, Lady remember me
who in Your service grows older
not wiser, no more than before.
How can I die alone.
Where will I be then who am now alone,
what groans so pathetically
in this room where I am alone?
I will go to the garden.
I will be a romantic. I will sell
myself in hell,
in heaven also I will be.
In my mind I see the door,
I see the sunlight before me across the floor
beckon to me, as the Lady's skirt
moves small beyond it.
misplaced
looking for a mate is a serious business matter
read classified all you can read
but do not take them all for real
wanted to try her
a pure and innocent beauty or not, i made up this riddle:
guess what is my thing
With your presence, it always hardens itself when it really shouldn't
She pretends to be angry with me
and scolding me for being an obnoxious libel
i am rather disappointed that she wouldn't know
the answer to the riddle is
my heart.
And here's the original Chinese verse
Please. We have a low enough S/N ratio here as it is. Just take a look at the project list and try to weed out the dead projects.
C'mon, there must be a poetry Wiki out there somewhere you can pollute with this kaka.
mon cherie,
i'm dying
of heartaches and a fever
under your scarlet cover
when i die
my future shall greet the past
and this body of my existence
shall dwell in the eternity
of that encircling time frame.
but before i die,
grant me my last breath
to tell you about my name,
the literalness of my chinese name.
when i am alive,
you must not call me by my name,
i am simply your lover,
your brother, your father
yourself and your otherness.
but after i die,
if you call me by my name
i WILL come to you
like nobody has come to you before me.
mon cherie
remember me by my proper name
after i die.
And after you die
we shall become one
just like before you were born.
you, black holy hole
you know thoughts count
but give it a finger
is far better...
according to steven hawking's
'latest confession'
blackhole is not
THE END but a superstring
of all fscking and wandering
to be started, only if
some godhead dare
to give it a finger
[OH, DEARIE ME, DON'T YOU DARE!]
oh dearie me, but don't you know
it feels good
with finger tips
the only available substitution
of wild angelic intervention
to scratch the urge of
getting to know Ye
and thus discover
there is no end
of wanting and desiring
to enter the other
forever searching
the divine G-spring
and to plunge ONE's whole being
into ONE rapture and ONE moment
of a whole new world
[current music...]
* come back, miss moffo, we love you (edward field)
I don't blame you for only singing in Europe
the way the Times' critic slam you
every time you sing here.
Far better over there where they love you
for your mature voice,
the deep-breasted tones of woman,
who never minded baring her tits and ass --
in fact, who did it proudly.
Queen of Operetta,
if not Grand Opera anymore,
you are still to most sopranos
what the vaginal orgasm is
to the clitoral.
Whether others sound as if they are
having their clits tickled
as they thrill through tricky arias,
your voice burbles up thrillingly
from deep inside your vagina,
moist,
rich,
and odorous.
Your childhood near Scranton
couldn't have been much fun,
as the dark little hairy girl in the class
with overdeveloped breasts for her age
and the curse of an operatic voice.
How well I know.
In my town I was the puny dark boy
who carried to school a cello big as me.
I can see you standing up in the assembly
to sing "Ciribiribin,"
while the tough kids
jacked off in the back row, grinning.
Where I grew up, Italians were only slighly
less despised than Jews.
But to be anything ethnic
was humiliating.
And the kids would have crucified you,
as they did anyone
who wasn't the standard product,
especially girls with big boobs.
They had to be sluts.
When you sing those full-breasted tones
with such deep vaginal richness,
it's hard to believe you came from
a town like mine,
but by a miracle escaped
to be transformed gloriously
into yourself.
ANNA MOFFO,
WE LOVE YOU!
[COME BACK LUCIFER, I ADORE YOU]
* getting to know Ye
Like a hard-on
the asshole is another level of being.
It's me, but a me
even I must negotiate with,
especially when washing after shitting,
as civilized life demands.
for it does not allow the soapy finger in,
presenting an impenetrable surface.
do not be misled.
It is offering the coy resistance
it would to a lover. Therefore,
with a lover's singlemindedness,
remain stalwart in seeking entrance,
probe for a crevice
until the fingertip,
with a delicate wiggle,
pries open the curl of muscle
and slips in,
and miraculously, you will find
that the whole organ relents,
goes soft for the soaping,
with a sappy grin.
{ and how these correspondences get started in the first place?...}
----- Forwarded message from a Godhead -----
Date: Sat, 15 Jan 2005 11:15:58 +0000
Subject: Re: Scientists watch matter fall into black hole [The Register]
stephen hawking had to apologise recently because he believed that black
holes were "the end".
he realised recently that in fact they have a memory.
the collapsing of matter into a black hole simply means that the energy
of the particles going into it have the same x,y and z coordinates.
in fact, what i believe is that the number of dimensions is infinite,
that most of them are loops of near-infinitely small size, and that if
energy goes in or near them, they can be "expanded" on demand to
accommodate it.
so the energy of a black hole goes in, and starts expanding out an
infinite number of dimensions, and the energy ripples up the dimension
tree and is stored in a different format...
... as "rings" on a dimensional ladder: energy becomes "encoded" in a
linear fashion.
... now _where_ have we heard _that_ before... mmm... something to do
with DNA, perhaps?
DNA is also a length of encodings...
... so a black hole becomes the location where DNA for an entire
universe is stored!!!!
... and _that_ means that it's also possible for the energy to
"collapse" back out again, in sequence.
due to the way the energy went in, it stores the "phase"
of the energy waves going in it, and we know that harmonics
recombine to produce spikes etc. at different times.
so now you know how a universe can be created.
due to the way the energy went in, it stores the "phase"
of the energy waves going in it, and we know that harmonics
recombine to produce spikes etc. at different times.
so now you know how a universe can be created.
due to the way the energy went in, it stores the "phase"
of the energy waves going in it, and we know that harmonics
recombine to produce spikes etc. at different times.
so now you know how a universe can be created.
now, also, with a little leap of imagination, do you know how
thoughts can also have an effect on the world.
>
> Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2005 11:48:19 -1000 (HST)
> Subject: Re: Scientists watch matter fall into black hole [The Register]
>
> I think it means that the matter falling is heated up to very high
> temperatures and emits x-rays before falling in and passing the
> Schwarzschild radius. After that point, it is all black.
>
>
> > I saw this on The Register and thought of you. but what does it
> > mean? 'scientists watch matter fall into black hole'? And what is
> > really 'watching' , btw.
> >
> > Scientists watch matter fall into black hole
> >
> > Like flushing a cosmic toilet
> >
> > By Lucy Sherriff
> >
> > Monday 10th January 2005 19:10 GMT
> >
> > An international team of astronomers has made direct observations of
> > clumps of gas, orbiting a black hole at ten per cent of the speed of
> > light. This is the first time scientists have been able to see
> > individual X-ray- emitting lumps of matter go all the way round a
> > black hole. ...
> >
> > Keep yourself fully informed by signing up to receive The Register's
> > daily or weekly newsletters http://go.theregister.com/k/newslettermf
> >
> > To read the rest of this story, find the original at
> > http://www.theregister.co.uk/2005/01/10/seen_black_hole_matter/.
(c) yuka@bluejetsfly
Dec 21 2004
<Weather>:Beautiful->Cloudy/windy cold
<Place></a>: On a road near my room</a>
<Feeling>:Weird
i need the warm hug without asking anything now. it's all i need now...
David R.Munson :
Sharp gravel cuts my feet dully
Seems I lost my shoes a while ago
Where does this road lead, anyway?
To what end does it take me?
A discarded flower with a broken stem
A torn manuscript, wet with rain
They pass there, at the edge of my vision
Somewhere over in that gutter
Just out of reach of the streetlamp now
I walk this stretch on faith
That the asphalt will not disappear beneath me
To let me plummet through nothing
In the light again, there's a new sound
A second set of feet, cold as mine
Soft scratching across the ground
An occasional stumble
But those feet are part of another
Who has chosen to join me here
Though where this path leads us now
Neither of us seem to know
Still we follow it, if blindly
With each step forward, the path resolves
A little further, a little more clearly
And we push it further still
We hurt and bleed as we walk this path
Though we grow stronger, too
The night will end eventually
Morning will see me and you